Prayer Visions 10/10/10 Lynne McCabe

During prayer time last night after finally quieting the inner dialog and connecting, I had an amazing vision of Houman, standing near a tree with the ocean in the background.  The entire scene was alive with color and grace, from the way he just stood there facing the tree as if he were talking with it to the way the tree was gracefully stirring in the breeze and the ocean's waves moving the sea to brilliance.  And then as he turned and looked to me or the ocean, I couldn't really tell and it didn't really matter, an explosion of light went off in my head, a silent but all consuming explosion that shifts reality.  Soon after this explosion my cat exploded onto my lap and brought me from what felt like a different reality back to this one.  I chose to not try and figure out what any of it meant, and just went to bed.  During the night I had one dream that kept repeating itself.  It was about the earth shifting into a different dimension.  I was aware of the coming shift, and told a few people that I trusted, but the entire earth was not shifting, it was splitting into two different earths.  One stayed in total darkness while the other shifted into light.  Some of the people I was with at the time wanted to choose leaders to guide the two shifts, but I knew deep down that no leader was required for the new dimension, that was all part of the old energies.  Then as the shift was happening, I saw myself split into two different selfs.  One made the shift, while the other, a shadow, or illusion, stayed behind.  I thought at the time I was staying behind to help guide others to this new dimension, but as I awoke from the dream, I realized that it was my own fear that kept me in the dark.  And as I took that into myself, I remembered the vision of Houman from last night's prayers and the knowing that he was just a reflection of me, just as other dreams and visions of him were reflections of my self.  The light and beauty is there waiting for me to see clearly.